198. "I Never Wanted to Die": Kevin Hines on Survival, Bipolar Disorder & Suicide Prevention

198. "I Never Wanted to Die": Kevin Hines on Survival, Bipolar Disorder & Suicide Prevention

 

What does it take to survive the unthinkable and spend the rest of your life making sure others never have to?

In this profoundly moving episode of The Big Silence, Karena Dawn sits down with Kevin Hines, one of only a handful of known survivors to have jumped from the Golden Gate Bridge and one of the most powerful suicide prevention advocates in the world.

What does it take to survive the unthinkable and spend the rest of your life making sure others never have to?

Kevin Hines proves that healing is not a destination but a daily practice, and that the simple words "I need help now" can make all the difference.

(02:57) Born Into Crisis

     From abject poverty and neglect to a loving adoptive home, Kevin's path to the Hines family was anything but linear

     Why his gut health, brain chemistry, and mental illness were shaped before he could even speak

     The moment at 17 when his mind began to break, and why no one around him knew

(13:11) The Words That Keep Him Here

     The mantra Kevin returns to every time suicidal thoughts arise, and why it works

     Four simple words he has taught thousands of people to say in their darkest moments

     Why sharing your pain with even one person creates real, physiological relief

(21:51) Love, Loss, and the Fight for the Bridge Nets

     The wildly improbable love story that began in a psychiatric ward

     Why it took nearly two decades to get life-saving nets installed at the Golden Gate Bridge

     What to say when you see someone in visible pain and don't know how to start

(28:58) Building a Life That's Worth Staying For

     Kevin's morning and evening routine for regulating his nervous system

     The 23-minute exercise rule backed by University of Georgia research

     Why his doctor reframed medication as a quality-of-life decision, not a weakness

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